A Bit About Ms. Lillian

Personal Alphabet Soup:

A - Available: yes
A - Age: 39
A - Annoyance: violent relationships

B - Best Friend: Ms. Walker
B - Beer: Red Strip
B- Birthday: Unimportant

C - Crush: No!
C - Car: Mercedes
C - Candy: Pez

D - Day or night: Night
D - Dream Car: Aston Martin
D - Dog Or Cat: Cat, I have to have my kitty

E - Easiest person to talk to: Mom
E - Eggs: Scrambled with cheese
E - Email: yes

F - Favorite Month: July, I like it hot!
F - Favorite color: Black
F - Favorite Memory: Passing the bar

G - Gummy Bears or Worms: Bears for sure!
G - Giver or taker: Taker
G - Gum: Extra Spearmint

H - Hair Color: Brown right now
H - Height: 5'9"
H - Happy: YES!

I - Ice Cream: Ben & Jerry's Cherry Garcia
I - Instrument: Viola
I - Idol: None

J - Jewelry: Check my pic!
J - Jail: Never
J- Jealous: At times

K - Kids: No kids, would rather vomit
K - Kickboxing or Finger Painting: Kick boxing

L - Longest Car Ride: Dallas to Atlanta for Freak Nik, 1993
L - Longest relationship: Officially 11 months, unofficially 2 years
L - Last Kiss: Outside, garden moment

M - Milk flavor: Chocolate
M - Most missed person(s): Grandpa
M - Movie Last Watched: X

N - Number of Siblings: 0
N - Number of Tattoos: 1... but more will come ;-)
N - Name: Lilli

O - One wish: To have a perfect case
O - One Phobia: Love
O - One regret: I don't like being in love, such a waste of time

P - Pet Peeves: Male whores
P - Part of your appearance you like best: Hair
P - Part of your Personality you like best: Quick whit

Q - Quick or Slow: Slow to let others into my space
Q - Quiche: LOVE IT!

R - Reason to smile: I woke up this morning
R - Reality TV Show: tv... what's that?
R - Reason to cry: Parents getting divorced

S - Song Last Heard: So Sick, Neo
S - Season: Summer
S - Shoe: 8

T - Time you woke: 5:30 am
T - Time Now: 2:06 pm (when I filled this out)
T - Time for bed: Midnight

U - U love someone: No
U - Unpredictable: Not usually, kind of perdictable

V - Vegetable you hate: Lima Beans
V - Virgin: Nope
V - Vacation spot: Washington D. C.

W - Worst Habits: Waiting to kiss until the fifth date

X - X-Rated Porn: I've never participated in one...

Y - Year you were born: 1967

Y - Year it is now: 2006

Y - Yellow: Not a liked colour

Z - Zoo Animal: Lion

Z - Zodiac: Capricorn/Aquarius (I'm on the cusp)

Hurricane

Window pane vibrating, shaking
blast, mother nature banging against
what is left of my essence,
drowning standing up,
kneeling down asking for forgiveness,
gasping for air,
each swallow attempting to separate the
oxygen, oxygen from hydrogen,
trying to make sense of “why” you are no longer here,
burning brain cells contemplating the “if’s”,
the flame of my soul nearly extinguished,
friends say its meaningless to continue wishing,
pointless to beg God to bring you back,
earning me scabbed knees with no reward
for my prayers,
only tattered memories remain marking the time
between the day we met and the night you left…